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.+.+.CONFIRMATION ONE.+.+.

Matt Jenson is just another boy roaming around St. Peter's Catholic school. He doesn't know who he is or what he wants any more than anyone else does at 14. That is, unless it comes to the beautiful boy sleeping on the bunk above him. Boy-on-boy.

If I kiss you

“Do you ever think about dying?” I practically whispered. The tar felt solid and reassuring beneath the soles of my feet, yet I drastically wanted to be airborne. I didn’t want to feel limited to the ground, fixed to this place.

“Yeah,” he said. He kicks a pebble off the highway with a black sneaker. “You?”

“Yeah, I guess I do. It’s a lot to deal with, you know?” I looked up to the black sky. It was so empty. There were no stars, no brilliant points of light to fight for. There was no moon, nothing that set in stone rose and fell with each passing hell. There was no

Do you ever think about dying? What would happen if you died? Who would miss you?

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Those days - 100wordsThere are days I just want to stare at the moon and forget about the world, and others still where I just want to turn my back and run.

I guess today is one of those days.

It's one of those days where I want to go to sleep and not wake up; where I so want to believe that a razor can solve my problems; where I sit there and let the tears fall until I can't even see anything but blurs; where I just want to press the stop button and turn everything off.

I hate these days. Those days - 100words
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.+.+.CONFIRMATION EIGHT.+.+.
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Immortal - MxDIt's so late it's early. I can't see the clock from here, and the calm is too blissful and idyllic to disrupt simply to look. It isn't like it really matters. It's a calm so comfortable that I could sleep easily, but I don't want to. I don't want to leave this moment. It's so beautiful.

I just want to stay here.

I can see his scars from here, lying next to him, my arms twined around his hips, my head resting on his stomach.
I want to kiss them and take him in my arms and not let go. I don't want to let them get to him anymore. I just want to keep him for myself and no one else. I want to pi Immortal - MxD
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Gah.... I fail.

Fri Oct 16, 2009, 8:38 PM

I just realized that I have not updated Confirmation since... July.

And fuck, it's now OCTOBER.

I promise it's not abandoned, or even really on hiatus... I have like 2/3 of the new chapter done, it's just that as I was finishing up and about to put something in I've been trying to get in for like three or four chapters... And I got another idea for something helpful that I could put in. So I'm working it out, and I could feed you all this shit about being busy in school, but you really don't wanna hear it.

So I'm sorry. I'll work my little blonde ass off and try to get it done soon.

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: Six Feet Under The Stars (Acoustic) -All Time Low
Reading: MAX (reread)
Playing: Sims II

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Current Residence: Somewhere dark
Interests: Reading, music, theatre.
Favourite movie: Bruce Almighty
Favourite band or musician: All Time Low, Panic! at the Disco and My Chemical Romance
Favourite poet or writer: Scott Westerfeld
MP3 player of choice: iPod nano
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Favourite game: Monopoly?

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=Lord-Kevinz 15 hours 8 minutes ago

thank you for the fave

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~Ch3M-X Nov 15, 2009, 7:46:34 AM

Thanks for the fav! ^.^

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~alexisbobo Nov 4, 2009, 3:07:50 PM

hiiiiii!!!!!

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=MyxSuicidalxRomance Oct 24, 2009, 8:50:22 PM

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~Th1nk-G33k Oct 23, 2009, 6:58:29 PM

XD I like your icon. Of L and cake. It made me smile.

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